Somebody+That+I+Used+To+Know

I wish my brain could be like a computer, so I could delete the memory of the day. I wouldn't know the way my heart felt as if it fell into my stomach, the way I shed my tears into all hours of the night, and the way I felt sad every time I saw their ringless fingers. I remember the constant fighting, the constant blaming, and the constant cloud of tension that always seemed to hover over our house and it never went away it just caused storms that you had to hid from to be protected. I remember walking through the door thinking that I was just coming home from a weekend at my grandparents house, and I really wanted to go to my friend Monica's house. When I asked them to go they said the whole family had to have to talk with a pained look covering their faces. As I sat on the couch expecting to hear we were moving or something, but what I was told was much worse. My parents no longer loved each other and weren't going to be married any more. I was like a walking ghost, I felt as if I couldn't talk or walk. When I did walk it I felt like I was floating, I felt lifeless. All I could think about was that they were nothing to each other any more, and it reminds me of the song somebody that I Used To Know. In the song it talks about how they were happy and now they are not, it also talks about how they blamed each other or things like my parents did. I did end up going to Monicas that day. When I got to her house she didn't expect me to break down in tears when we were playing with poly pockets. She wanted them to get married and all I could think of the people my parents were, they had to be happy back then, and I must have been the reason they wore not any more. I needed her desperately through the whole process she made me come to the realization that it was my parents that changed and it had nothing to do with me.

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